Poly Paradox

Hi! I used to blog quite a bit, but life took over and I unfortunately let it fall to the wayside. Life has changed in many ways, so I figured it was time for a fresh start. New name, new blog, new story. I guess I'll start with the fun little about me section.  Where to start? I'm in my early thirties, and I'm married to my best friend, soul mate, and Dominant. Yup, this is another Ds lifestyle blog. Kinda. It goes deeper than that though, but this is only the beginning of the story. I'm a submissive, bottom, masochist, middle - maybe?, spanko, Oh and also girlfriend to my amazing Daddy. Ah, see it's getting a little bit deeper now. We're poly, and I honestly am the luckiest girl in the world to have two amazing people to love. It's not all a fairytale though, in fact it's been a heartbreaking nightmare the past couple months, and that's the main reason I decided to turn to a blog again. I need an outlet. And this used to be my safe place. Let